It's the oddest thing. I am experiencing only this indescribable golden light.
Yesterday began like most Saturdays. Up at 6, train a class full of awesome women at 7, head to the skating rink at 9:15 -- WAIT! No skating rink! Nope. Not yesterday.
Yesterday, I made the journey I have waited
So much JOY that soft, golden light is all I see when I think of our time together after 34 years. How can it be that you miss someone(s) so much and you don't even know it? Until you find them again? Today I truly ache for those missed years.
I gained access to the internet about 17, maybe 18 years ago and I have searched for these two soul sisters for at least that long. I sometimes came close, but there was never an instance when I was positive I had who I was looking for.
Back in January, (in the middle of the Patriots/Ravens play-off game - sorry I wasn't your good luck charm T!!), I hit gold. I found T. (Maybe THAT'S why I can only experience this golden filled light! I hit GOLD!!!)
Amazing Facebook. Once again - my connection to more than I could ever imagine - on that amazing Facebook!
I am completely unable to put a voice to what yesterday's 6 golden hours were like and meant to me. It flew like the wind. The chatter was endless and we are not done. And the frosting on the cake was re-uniting with Deb's high school/college boyfriend - now, long time husband, Dave - who I love as dearly as I love T and Deb.
Yesterday was one of the most precious days of my life. I will not try to describe it any more than this. Pure, unadulterated, blissful JOY.
Today, I remain wrapped in the golden light of that JOY. I am so happy. I am just plain - so happy.